"Bi The Way." Doc [review] but even if the doc isn't good, only for this it's worth it:

But the film does contain one fascinating figure — Josh, a kid on the cusp of puberty who's the son of "Tarnation" director Jonathan Caouette from an early fling with a female friend. Raised by his mother, but in touch and on good terms with his father and his father's boyfriend, Joshua can seem disturbingly grown up and over-informed, but also extraordinarily free, a child sprung from an experimental petri dish of openness and supportiveness in which his determining of his own sexuality is as close as it can come to being no big deal.

Tarnation is a documentary that a long time ago killermoon made me watch. I was totally fascinated by it and I would recommend it to everybody ^^


Megaupload is being retarded, once again, with my uploads -.-'' I wanted to have all kinpachi reuploaded before hokaben starts but i see it difficult at this rate -.-''

Btw, hokaben promo ... *fails* Shige & Aya looks amazing together. Not to mention how cute shige was.. LOL .
Kazuki looks as good as ever. Each day I anticipate more and more this dorama ^__^

btw, welcome back, dear wagahai ♥


in the last days I saw  Latter Days , Babel &  Everything is Illuminated

Latter days was ok. But Babel and Everything is Illuminated are wonderful.
Maybe 'Everything' is the one that moved me the most.  I laughed so much and at the same time it was such a tragic story.


Also in the last days I saw  Hakusen Nagashi. The main reason to watch it was Nagase but I ended loving the dorama.  
I suppose I liked it because everybody lived that experiences or similar ones. Searching for your real self. Looking for your place in the world. think about your future (well, i'm almost 25 and I'm still with these doubts XDD)
I wish the specials have subs soon, I'm dying to see what happened with them after they parted ^^
(btw, call me stupid but checking now the wiki I realized that Yokko was on it... ... ... O.o who he was? in which episode he appeared? O.o )


Not really sure about what to watch next O.o I wanted to see  Ningen Shikkaku but I prefer to wait for all episodes to be released XDD
btw, anybody knows if the dorama is based in any way in Osamu Dazai book of the same name? 
I was checking Osamu wiki page ( who can try so many suicides and never die? xDDD) and Ningen Shikkaku book caught my attention.

Talking about books, since I had it at home, when I read the news of shun being in ninagawa adaptation of snakes and earrings , I read it. It's a really small story. Very powerful. You read it really fast.
btw, Shun and Tatsuya roles are really small cameos of two yakuza, but in a way they are the key of the story, because the most important things happens after they appearance. xD

And the other day I brought Irvine Welsh Trainspotting and Murakami Haruki The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle . Probably will start both once I finish Banana Yoshimoto Amrita (which I'm reading right now)
i was about to buy other Welsh books, Virgin Suicides by  Jeffrey Eugenides or another Murakami book they had in paperback ... but little by little xD

A long time ago I found in a Japanese blog about films a youtube trailer of a film that really caught my attention.

I remember that I searched for info, I ended posting that trailer on my lj. 
I remember that with the trailer I posted the lines that the website has on the story part


There come tedious tomorrows,

the same world as yesterday.

There I am, unchaged at all.





Ami, a girl who can't help cutting her wrist every night.
Ryo, a boy who doesn't go to school, shutting himself in home.
Hiroki, a man who's always carried away by others
and never has himself.

I can't be real me, as never, unless I do something.
But I don't know what to do.

I always hold down my unvoiced scream inside.
I hurt myself or others, that's why.
To fill my empty heart insatiablly
I keep seeking riotous excitement.

Ryo kills his parents and goes to the city with a bomb.
Hiroki rapes a strange girl and tries to run away from the police.
and Ami.....

When their discharges come to one,
that lights the beacon indicating the collapse of this country.

I've never expected to see it, that killed me because somehow it captured me.
Today it appeared on torrent and emule sites. the feeling I had when I realized it was that film... I can't really explain.

I put it to download, in 27 minutes will be complete. I can't wait to see.

recommend me films.


What kind? let's say I see more drama than comedy. I don't really see horror. I NEVER watch scifi.  Yeah, I'm a drama and independent films whore. xD
I used to be really into European cinema... I go for the weird and unexpected... for the LGBT too (actually I'm always interested in GOOD LGBT movies XD) 

Not necessary Japanese, actually, I have a big queue of Japanese films waiting to be watched...  [and I've just put 90 links of JMovies on my download manager XDD)

You get an idea? basically films like amercian pie and doctor dolittle (or whatever it's called) are a big no. xD :P



Btw, the other day somebody posted  Mysterious Skin in one of the comms  I belong. You should go and download if you didn't see it before xDD
I watched it some time ago.  killermoon made me watch it [like a lot of other good movies ^^] and it really stayed on my head as one of my faves ^__^


*goes to bed*